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when Japanese artist Yayoi Kusama
when Japanese artist Yayoi Kusama
first moved to New York City
first moved to New York City
she stood at the top of the Empire State
she stood at the top of the Empire State
building and made a promise to herself
building and made a promise to herself
she would become world famous
she would become world famous
for her paintings her sculptures
for her paintings her sculptures
and her extraordinary creative energy
and her extraordinary creative energy
she was thousands of miles away from
she was thousands of miles away from
home
home
and she finally felt free
and she finally felt free
Yayoi was born in Matsumoto
Yayoi was born in Matsumoto
a city in Japan surrounded by mountains
a city in Japan surrounded by mountains
and nature
and nature
her parents owned a seed nursery which
her parents owned a seed nursery which
grew flowers to sell across the country
grew flowers to sell across the country
yayoi would sit in the flower beds with
yayoi would sit in the flower beds with
her sketchbook and get lost in her
her sketchbook and get lost in her
imagination
imagination
she knew even when she was very young
she knew even when she was very young
that she wanted to be an artist
that she wanted to be an artist
but her parents were against the idea at
but her parents were against the idea at
the time
the time
most artists in Japan were men
most artists in Japan were men
Yayoi's mom wanted Yayoi to become a
Yayoi's mom wanted Yayoi to become a
housewife
housewife
they got into terrible fights
they got into terrible fights
but yayoi was rebellious and unstoppable
but yayoi was rebellious and unstoppable
when her mom snatched away her canvases
when her mom snatched away her canvases
she used old sacks instead
she used old sacks instead
one day
one day
Yayoi was sitting in the flower beds
Yayoi was sitting in the flower beds
when all the flowers seemed to come to
when all the flowers seemed to come to
life
life
their heads were like dots that went on
their heads were like dots that went on
as far as she could see
as far as she could see
she felt as if she was being obliterated
she felt as if she was being obliterated
or breaking into little pieces and
or breaking into little pieces and
disappearing
disappearing
into a field of endless dots
into a field of endless dots
After Yayoi got home
After Yayoi got home
she sketched lots and lots of the
she sketched lots and lots of the
never-ending fields of flowers and what
never-ending fields of flowers and what
she'd seen in the field
she'd seen in the field
drawing helped her to feel calmer and
drawing helped her to feel calmer and
more in control
more in control
she could break herself into dots or
she could break herself into dots or
self-obliterate
self-obliterate
and become one with her surroundings
and become one with her surroundings
she also used dots to connect with other
she also used dots to connect with other
people like in this drawing of her mum
people like in this drawing of her mum
a few years later
a few years later
Yayoi saw the work of a famous and much
Yayoi saw the work of a famous and much
older artist called Georgia O'Keeffe
older artist called Georgia O'Keeffe
who lived across the world in America
who lived across the world in America
she decided to send Georgia a letter and
she decided to send Georgia a letter and
some watercolor painting she'd made
some watercolor painting she'd made
To her surprise
To her surprise
Georgia replied and even said she showed
Georgia replied and even said she showed
the watercolors to her art dealer
the watercolors to her art dealer
the letter was the start of a new
the letter was the start of a new
adventure
adventure
Yayoi would later write
Yayoi would later write
if georgia had not answered my letter
if georgia had not answered my letter
i'm not sure i would ever have made it
i'm not sure i would ever have made it
to america
to america
it was because of her that i was able to
it was because of her that i was able to
go to the usa and begin my artist's
go to the usa and begin my artist's
career in earnest
career in earnest
When Yayoi was 27 years old she packed 2
When Yayoi was 27 years old she packed 2
000 drawings into her suitcase and got
000 drawings into her suitcase and got
on a plane
on a plane
away from her parents, she could paint
away from her parents she could paint
from morning to night
from morning to night
She worked on giant canvases and became
She worked on giant canvases and became
known for putting dots on walls, on
known for putting dots on walls on
clothes, on people
clothes on people
even on a horse
even on a horse
Yayoi found lots of fans who wanted her
Yayoi found lots of fans who wanted her
to paint dots on their bodies so they
to paint dots on their bodies so they
could become a part of her artworks
could become a part of her artworks
She finally met Georgia O'Keeffe in
She finally met Georgia O'Keeffe in
person and made friends with other
person and made friends with other
famous American artists including Andy
famous American artists including Andy
Warhol, Joseph Cornell, and Donald Judd
Warhol Joseph Cornell and Donald Judd
but like in Japan
but like in Japan
most of the artists in New York were men
most of the artists in New York were men
Yayoi had to work extra hard to stand
Yayoi had to work extra hard to stand
out
out
and sometimes this would leave her
and sometimes this would leave her
feeling exhausted and anxious
feeling exhausted and anxious
But making art was a safe space for her
But making art was a safe space for her
where she could feel at peace
where she could feel at peace
Now in her nineties
Now in her nineties
Yayoi is famous around the world for her
Yayoi is famous around the world for her
work
work
Just like she promised herself that day
Just like she promised herself that day
at the Empire State Building
at the Empire State Building
She sees herself as a single dot
She sees herself as a single dot
And everyone in the world is a dot
And everyone in the world is a dot
connected to another dot.
connected to another dot
Our Earth is like one little polka dot
Our Earth is like one little polka dot
among millions of other celestial bodies.
among millions of other celestial bodies
She once wrote,
She once wrote
Let's forget ourselves and become one
Let's forget ourselves and become one
with the universe.
with the universe
When do you feel most connected with the
When do you feel most connected with the
world?
world
And what would that look like in a
And what would that look like in a
drawing?
drawing
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