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i went out last night

and i just woke up this morning feeling

awful

it was friday yesterday and i was like

you know what i worked hard this week

i'm going to celebrate now i feel like

[ __ ] i don't think i'm going to leave my

house today i feel like recently anytime

i stay up past 11 p.m like nothing good

ever happens i always regret it i need

to just make it a rule moving forward

like okay emma you go to bed at 11 and

you have to stick to it i cannot name

one good thing that's happened to me

after 11 p.m actually ever i love my

morning routine that i have going you

know i make my coffee i maybe meditate a

little bit whatever but if i go out all

of that gets [ __ ] up all of that gets

[ __ ] up i

wake up late i don't want to meditate i

end up skipping out on all of my healthy

habits what is going on

what are you guys doing moral the story

is like i refuse to stay up late moving

forward like no more staying up late for

me i don't want to do it i don't care if

there's like a fun opportunity ow

your paws in my out i don't care if

there's like some sort of fun activity

like if it's past 11 p.m i'm not going

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ugh

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i forgot a towel

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i've been reading the same book

for like three months and i haven't

finished it yet

and i kind of feel guilty like in the

beginning i was burning through it and

then now i'm not it's still a great book

but i'm just not like i'm not

i've been getting into painting in art

in general a little bit more recently

because it's easy you can just kind of

sit down and start drawing stuff

painting stuff whatever and it's like

easy kind of therapeutic

i painted something two days ago

that i'm actually proud of

i'm actually proud of it and i'm so

proud of it that i hung it up right

there

it kind of makes me want to keep

making

art i had a little bit of success i have

a little bit of potential and now i'm

like okay wait maybe this can be my

thing

it won't maybe i'll make this little

space by my bed

my art wall

and i'll put all my favorite paintings

and drawings

there to remind me to stop going on the

internet and to maybe paint instead

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i've kind of made the decision that i'm

i'm not gonna leave the house today at

all so i'm gonna try to make the most

out of my

my day at home

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i noticed that when

i try to just like draw from my

imagination things go really bad what

the [ __ ]

but if i have like something i'm trying

to draw it tends to go a little bit

better so maybe i'll try to draw like

something maybe i'll try to draw my

water cup

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i've been thinking about recently how

there's all this pressure to like have a

life where you do a lot of [ __ ] do you

know what i mean like

what's so bad about things being simple

i'm not saying that like you know you

never do anything

crazy like you never go on a fun

vacation or you never go to a nice

dinner i'm just saying that generally

like 80 of the time life is just very

mundane and boring and that's not

necessarily awful it doesn't mean that

you're doing something wrong if your

life is like that it doesn't mean that

your life sucks once i accepted that i

enjoy having a more simple life

actually enjoy it a lot more

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i'm painting a fish

in the wine glass

how [ __ ] goofy is that i kind of

regret putting him in there it's in fact

too late now so i have to make it work

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that is my potd painting of the day

you know i said i wasn't gonna leave my

house today but i'm not gonna lie i feel

like i'm gonna be a little bit bummed

out if i don't leave the house i need i

do need to get out of here

um vibes are off

i need to get out

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i just can't seem to get out of bed

today like

why do cats do this when cats do this it

makes me like very uncomfortable i think

it means that he thinks that i'm his mom

which is actually like precious

but it's just kind of like something

about it kind of grosses me out

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what's better than going on a walk in

your neighborhood come on everybody

give it up in my head when i imagine

going on a walk i'm like okay i'm going

to see

cement i'm going to see like a few trees

i'm going to see a few houses and i'm

going to go home and like what what did

we gain from that but it always ends up

being so much nicer than i expect i

walked past this parking garage just now

that i wanted to go on top of so badly

but i feel like i would get the police

called on me if i did go in it because

it looks very secure like it it they had

like security guards and stuff of that

sort oh my god there's a cat over there

oh the cat is coming toward me stop this

could be a

come here come here like i

know i have cats at home but like i

would love to experience a feral random

cat right now

just went into somebody's front yard i'm

extremely oh it's coming back

come here

look at my little friend

you want to say hi he looks exactly like

my cat at home named oliver also

normally i'd be scared that a random cat

on the street would have rabies but this

one has like a very exquisite collar

which tells me that that cat probably

doesn't have rabies listen it's possible

the caller may be giving me a false

sense of security that cat could fully

have fleas and rabies

it's too late now what is it about like

the clothes that you put on before you

go on a walk like when i'm about to go

on a walk i put on the weirdest [ __ ]

like why have not worn these socks in

probably two years this shirt has holes

in the armpit

okay like i'm wearing biker shirt like

what am i wearing whoever owns this

little gray kitty is pretty ballsy for

letting this cat just like roam around

los angeles where people drive like 400

miles an hour and steal things like why

would you let your cat roam around oh my

god there's a car

i don't know what to do i think i'm just

gonna stay here

as the car drives by

hey i wanna kill how do you explain this

how the [ __ ] do you explain this i'm

going home now

i spent the whole day in bed and

i mean i feel pretty good about it hey i

went on a walk

the [ __ ] oh i painted

[ __ ] i did things the day after i spend

all day in bed i am

unstoppable because i'm all rested up

like tomorrow's about to be crazy like

i'm gonna [ __ ] do some crazy [ __ ]

like i might even go to the grocery

store tomorrow

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