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Everyday is survival. If you're not if
Everyday is survival If you're not if
you're with the wrong crowd, you get
you're with the wrong crowd you get
into fights, you get into trouble.
into fights you get into trouble
Prison life is very much about bullying
Prison life is very much about bullying
each other. So, you got to be with the
each other So you got to be with the
right bully, otherwise they bully you.
right bully otherwise they bully you
Um, it's a real sentence. I mean, I
Um it's a real sentence I mean I
guess it's supposed to be, you know,
guess it's supposed to be you know
real sentence, but whoever says prison
real sentence but whoever says prison
is easy is lying.
is easy is lying
How much of that danger did you
How much of that danger did you
experience directly? Were you threatened
experience directly Were you threatened
yourself verbally, physically?
yourself verbally physically
As I said, every day is is a fight, but
As I said every day is is a fight but
I had two occasions. Once with a with a
I had two occasions Once with a with a
Scottish prisoner, you know, I can't
Scottish prisoner you know I can't
obviously name his name in HMP Onsworth
obviously name his name in HMP Onsworth
who wanted to involve me in a fight with
who wanted to involve me in a fight with
the wardens and then a real serious one
the wardens and then a real serious one
at HMP Hunter where a prisoner
at HMP Hunter where a prisoner
threatened to to, you know, kill me to,
threatened to to you know kill me to
you know, slit my throat
you know slit my throat
because uh I I talked to him the wrong
because uh I I talked to him the wrong
way and I I spotted him maybe doing
way and I I spotted him maybe doing
something he shouldn't be doing. So,
something he shouldn't be doing So
it's it's uh I had a harsh reality of
it's it's uh I had a harsh reality of
prison, what what prison can be like.
prison what what prison can be like
Uh fortunately, um I had a couple of uh
Uh fortunately um I had a couple of uh
of inmates that were protective and that
of inmates that were protective and that
that you know looked after me, otherwise
that you know looked after me otherwise
I wouldn't have made it.
I wouldn't have made it
Yeah, we talk a lot about the safety and
Yeah we talk a lot about the safety and
conditions in UK prisons on this
conditions in UK prisons on this
program, Boris, and obviously you've
program Boris and obviously you've
experienced it firsthand. You saw this
experienced it firsthand You saw this
danger and these threats daily. You
danger and these threats daily You
know, a couple of incidents involving
know a couple of incidents involving
you directly.
you directly
Can we talk about the safety aspect? Did
Can we talk about the safety aspect Did
you feel safe in prison? Because you
you feel safe in prison Because you
actually mention in your book, you say
actually mention in your book you say
in Onsworth the wardens are in charge
in Onsworth the wardens are in charge
until they weren't. How safe did you
until they weren't How safe did you
feel in the UK prison system?
feel in the UK prison system
You know, you think that, you know, mine
You know you think that you know mine
mine was a white collar crime as they
mine was a white collar crime as they
say,
say
but my my next next door cell neighbor,
but my my next next door cell neighbor
he was a murderer. Or opposite was a
he was a murderer Or opposite was a
pedophile. And on the right there were
pedophile And on the right there were
there were people smugglers and serious
there were people smugglers and serious
drug dealers. So everyone is together.
drug dealers So everyone is together
So naturally naturally there's
So naturally naturally there's
frictions. I mean uh another huge
frictions I mean uh another huge
importance uh in prison is is religion.
importance uh in prison is is religion
You know which god you believe in or or
You know which god you believe in or or
you don't believe at all or whether
you don't believe at all or whether
you're white or you're black. But they
you're white or you're black But they
all put everyone together. So naturally
all put everyone together So naturally
within the first day everything goes
within the first day everything goes
off.
off
Recently the UK government announced
Recently the UK government announced
that it was going to give thousands of
that it was going to give thousands of
stab vests to wardens. Now you're on the
stab vests to wardens Now you're on the
outside looking in. Do you reflect on
outside looking in Do you reflect on
your time in there and see the
your time in there and see the
vulnerability of those that were there
vulnerability of those that were there
to protect you? As you said, in the
to protect you As you said in the
grand scheme of things, just a handful
grand scheme of things just a handful
of them looking after thousands of of
of them looking after thousands of of
dangerous inmates in many cases.
dangerous inmates in many cases
Look, I think the wardens need to be
Look I think the wardens need to be
more protected. There need to be more of
more protected There need to be more of
them. Uh you know, they they prison life
them Uh you know they they prison life
is very difficult for the wardens and
is very difficult for the wardens and
the prisoners.
the prisoners
And you know, there's huge
And you know there's huge
responsibility on them. They have to
responsibility on them They have to
deal with us on a daily basis and and
deal with us on a daily basis and and
and not everyone not everyone is nicely
and not everyone not everyone is nicely
educated. So, it's a it's a tough job
educated So it's a it's a tough job
and I think they need to be more
and I think they need to be more
protected.
protected
Yeah. Something else you were very open
Yeah Something else you were very open
about was the the drug use you saw. It
about was the the drug use you saw It
was prevalent in prisons. It was it was
was prevalent in prisons It was it was
common place. Did that shock you?
common place Did that shock you
I I didn't know. You pretty much could
I I didn't know You pretty much could
get everything inside. talking about,
get everything inside talking about
you know, the drugs, talking about small
you know the drugs talking about small
phones, talking about, you know, food
phones talking about you know food
and whatever you want. It even even even
and whatever you want It even even even
a bit of bit of alcohol in on the
a bit of bit of alcohol in on the
weekends. Uh
weekends Uh
so that shocked me. Uh you know, it
so that shocked me Uh you know it
depends depends of your influence. It
depends depends of your influence It
depends on your network on the outside.
depends on your network on the outside
And the most common drug inside was
And the most common drug inside was
called spice. I've never heard it
called spice I've never heard it
before, but uh uh uh many prisoners are
before but uh uh uh many prisoners are
are high on spice and you see them on
are high on spice and you see them on
the weekends
the weekends
and then they form their own group. So
and then they form their own group So
So I mean every everyone knows that once
So I mean every everyone knows that once
you're inside, everyone know who's doing
you're inside everyone know who's doing
what. It's just a lot of people choose
what It's just a lot of people choose
to look away.
to look away
You stayed strong in there by keeping
You stayed strong in there by keeping
your head down and as you said finding
your head down and as you said finding
allies in prison, men that you thought
allies in prison men that you thought
you would never in the real world as it
you would never in the real world as it
were form alliances with, dangerous men
were form alliances with dangerous men
in many aspects. But you do talk about
in many aspects But you do talk about
the mental health aspect of prison and
the mental health aspect of prison and
you talk about the fact that there are
you talk about the fact that there are
eating disorders uh in prison. There is
eating disorders uh in prison There is
self harm. What did you learn about the
self harm What did you learn about the
mental health aspect of a prisoner
mental health aspect of a prisoner
inside?
inside
Look, if you're mentally not strong
Look if you're mentally not strong
enough, you're not going to make it. So
enough you're not going to make it So
you have to find ways to overcome you
you have to find ways to overcome you
know anxiety your frustrations uh the
know anxiety your frustrations uh the
loneliness the solitude at night um and
loneliness the solitude at night um and
and the length you know some of these
and the length you know some of these
these longtimes as we call them you know
these longtimes as we call them you know
10 or 15 years yes they've done their
10 or 15 years yes they've done their
crime they must serve their time but
crime they must serve their time but
it's it's I mean what do you do you know
it's it's I mean what do you do you know
after so many years and there's another
after so many years and there's another
thing that people say that once you're a
thing that people say that once you're a
certain amount of years inside they stay
certain amount of years inside they stay
8 to 10 uh prison never leaves you even
8 to 10 uh prison never leaves you even
on the outside
on the outside
because uh you know life is brutal. Uh
because uh you know life is brutal Uh
again you know we shouldn't be
again you know we shouldn't be
complaining because we've done something
complaining because we've done something
wrong but then once once you're stuck
wrong but then once once you're stuck
inside there is there is not much you
inside there is there is not much you
can do. So mentally you have to find
can do So mentally you have to find
ways to occupy yourself. Mine was sport
ways to occupy yourself Mine was sport
and mine was stoicism. It's a
and mine was stoicism It's a
philosophy. I was a student. I became a
philosophy I was a student I became a
teacher that gave my my days a bit of
teacher that gave my my days a bit of
purpose and a bit of sense and a bit of
purpose and a bit of sense and a bit of
income. you know, you you you earn about
income you know you you you earn about
15 pounds a week and if you you know, if
15 pounds a week and if you you know if
you get another job or two, it's another
you get another job or two it's another
one or two pounds a day
one or two pounds a day
in order to buy some food and some stuff
in order to buy some food and some stuff
on you on you on the weekend, you know.
on you on you on the weekend you know
So, it's it's survival of the fittest,
So it's it's survival of the fittest
literally.
literally
As a foreign national, you ended up
As a foreign national you ended up
serving a majority of your time in a a
serving a majority of your time in a a
prison for foreign uh nationals in
prison for foreign uh nationals in
Oxfordshire, HMP Hunter. you were given
Oxfordshire HMP Hunter you were given
the option under the early release
the option under the early release
scheme that had recently come in um to
scheme that had recently come in um to
serve less time in prison if you agreed
serve less time in prison if you agreed
to be deported. You jumped at the
to be deported You jumped at the
chance. And in your book, you talk about
chance And in your book you talk about
discussions you have with other foreign
discussions you have with other foreign
national inmates about why they too
national inmates about why they too
wouldn't jump at the chance. What were
wouldn't jump at the chance What were
some of the the reasons they gave you?
some of the the reasons they gave you
Because for you, this was a chance to
Because for you this was a chance to
cut your prison sentence short, be
cut your prison sentence short be
released, and be able to go to your home
released and be able to go to your home
country or another country.
country or another country
Well, first of all, my home country is
Well first of all my home country is
called Germany. It's not called
called Germany It's not called
Afghanistan, Syria, Pakistan, or Iran. I
Afghanistan Syria Pakistan or Iran I
wouldn't want to go back there either.
wouldn't want to go back there either
And they said, I have my livelihood in
And they said I have my livelihood in
the UK. I was born and raised here. I
the UK I was born and raised here I
have children. I have a life. I don't
have children I have a life I don't
even speak the language of these
even speak the language of these
countries. you know, my my barber for a
countries you know my my barber for a
while, he was from Palestine and he
while he was from Palestine and he
said, "Boris, why would I want to go
said Boris why would I want to go
back to Palestine?" You know, I'd be
back to Palestine You know I'd be
dead within the first week. So, that's
dead within the first week So that's
the reason they won't accept it because
the reason they won't accept it because
they would be dragged to the wrong
they would be dragged to the wrong
country. Germany, I got lucky.
country Germany I got lucky
The downside, of course, is that you're
The downside of course is that you're
now not allowed back into the UK, having
now not allowed back into the UK having
been deported. Um, as you say, it's a a
been deported Um as you say it's a a
place you consider home, the UK, for
place you consider home the UK for
personal reasons and for professional.
personal reasons and for professional
Your reflections on that and how you're
Your reflections on that and how you're
working, I would imagine to be able to
working I would imagine to be able to
return at some point.
return at some point
I'd love to, you know, I love I love the
I'd love to you know I love I love the
UK, in particular London. You know, two
UK in particular London You know two
of my children are born in London, so I
of my children are born in London so I
feel sort of as a as a Londoner. Um, you
feel sort of as a as a Londoner Um you
know, the All England club, Wimbleton,
know the All England club Wimbleton
is for me the best club in the world. uh
is for me the best club in the world uh
uh and I've done so many things in that
uh and I've done so many things in that
club. So I'd love to come back into S
club So I'd love to come back into S
SW19 and as a as a guest as a friend
SW19 and as a as a guest as a friend
uh uh because it was such a long time a
uh uh because it was such a long time a
part of my life and then you know
part of my life and then you know
Wimbledon is so strongly connected with
Wimbledon is so strongly connected with
with the with the rest of my life. We
with the with the rest of my life We
wouldn't be talking here if I wouldn't
wouldn't be talking here if I wouldn't
be a Wimbledon champion. So there I'm
be a Wimbledon champion So there I'm
I'm working closely with the Home
I'm working closely with the Home
Office. I'm working closely with the
Office I'm working closely with the
Ministry of Justice and they say your
Ministry of Justice and they say your
case is very complicated and unique and
case is very complicated and unique and
I go welcome to the club.
I go welcome to the club
Well Boris Becker it's been a pleasure
Well Boris Becker it's been a pleasure
to talk to you and thank you so much for
to talk to you and thank you so much for
talking to us about your memoir uh
talking to us about your memoir uh
inside. We really appreciate your time.
inside We really appreciate your time
Thank you.
Thank you
Thank you very much for having me.
Thank you very much for having me
Appreciate it.
Appreciate it
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