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Everyday is survival. If you're not if
Everyday
is
survival
If
you're
not
if
you're with the wrong crowd, you get
you're
with
the
wrong
crowd
you
get
into fights, you get into trouble.
into
fights
you
get
into
trouble
Prison life is very much about bullying
Prison
life
is
very
much
about
bullying
each other. So, you got to be with the
each
other
So
you
got
to
be
with
the
right bully, otherwise they bully you.
right
bully
otherwise
they
bully
you
Um, it's a real sentence. I mean, I
Um
it's
a
real
sentence
I
mean
I
guess it's supposed to be, you know,
guess
it's
supposed
to
be
you
know
real sentence, but whoever says prison
real
sentence
but
whoever
says
prison
is easy is lying.
is
easy
is
lying
How much of that danger did you
How
much
of
that
danger
did
you
experience directly? Were you threatened
experience
directly
Were
you
threatened
yourself verbally, physically?
yourself
verbally
physically
As I said, every day is is a fight, but
As
I
said
every
day
is
is
a
fight
but
I had two occasions. Once with a with a
I
had
two
occasions
Once
with
a
with
a
Scottish prisoner, you know, I can't
Scottish
prisoner
you
know
I
can't
obviously name his name in HMP Onsworth
obviously
name
his
name
in
HMP
Onsworth
who wanted to involve me in a fight with
who
wanted
to
involve
me
in
a
fight
with
the wardens and then a real serious one
the
wardens
and
then
a
real
serious
one
at HMP Hunter where a prisoner
at
HMP
Hunter
where
a
prisoner
threatened to to, you know, kill me to,
threatened
to
to
you
know
kill
me
to
you know, slit my throat
you
know
slit
my
throat
because uh I I talked to him the wrong
because
uh
I
I
talked
to
him
the
wrong
way and I I spotted him maybe doing
way
and
I
I
spotted
him
maybe
doing
something he shouldn't be doing. So,
something
he
shouldn't
be
doing
So
it's it's uh I had a harsh reality of
it's
it's
uh
I
had
a
harsh
reality
of
prison, what what prison can be like.
prison
what
what
prison
can
be
like
Uh fortunately, um I had a couple of uh
Uh
fortunately
um
I
had
a
couple
of
uh
of inmates that were protective and that
of
inmates
that
were
protective
and
that
that you know looked after me, otherwise
that
you
know
looked
after
me
otherwise
I wouldn't have made it.
I
wouldn't
have
made
it
Yeah, we talk a lot about the safety and
Yeah
we
talk
a
lot
about
the
safety
and
conditions in UK prisons on this
conditions
in
UK
prisons
on
this
program, Boris, and obviously you've
program
Boris
and
obviously
you've
experienced it firsthand. You saw this
experienced
it
firsthand
You
saw
this
danger and these threats daily. You
danger
and
these
threats
daily
You
know, a couple of incidents involving
know
a
couple
of
incidents
involving
you directly.
you
directly
Can we talk about the safety aspect? Did
Can
we
talk
about
the
safety
aspect
Did
you feel safe in prison? Because you
you
feel
safe
in
prison
Because
you
actually mention in your book, you say
actually
mention
in
your
book
you
say
in Onsworth the wardens are in charge
in
Onsworth
the
wardens
are
in
charge
until they weren't. How safe did you
until
they
weren't
How
safe
did
you
feel in the UK prison system?
feel
in
the
UK
prison
system
You know, you think that, you know, mine
You
know
you
think
that
you
know
mine
mine was a white collar crime as they
mine
was
a
white
collar
crime
as
they
say,
say
but my my next next door cell neighbor,
but
my
my
next
next
door
cell
neighbor
he was a murderer. Or opposite was a
he
was
a
murderer
Or
opposite
was
a
pedophile. And on the right there were
pedophile
And
on
the
right
there
were
there were people smugglers and serious
there
were
people
smugglers
and
serious
drug dealers. So everyone is together.
drug
dealers
So
everyone
is
together
So naturally naturally there's
So
naturally
naturally
there's
frictions. I mean uh another huge
frictions
I
mean
uh
another
huge
importance uh in prison is is religion.
importance
uh
in
prison
is
is
religion
You know which god you believe in or or
You
know
which
god
you
believe
in
or
or
you don't believe at all or whether
you
don't
believe
at
all
or
whether
you're white or you're black. But they
you're
white
or
you're
black
But
they
all put everyone together. So naturally
all
put
everyone
together
So
naturally
within the first day everything goes
within
the
first
day
everything
goes
off.
off
Recently the UK government announced
Recently
the
UK
government
announced
that it was going to give thousands of
that
it
was
going
to
give
thousands
of
stab vests to wardens. Now you're on the
stab
vests
to
wardens
Now
you're
on
the
outside looking in. Do you reflect on
outside
looking
in
Do
you
reflect
on
your time in there and see the
your
time
in
there
and
see
the
vulnerability of those that were there
vulnerability
of
those
that
were
there
to protect you? As you said, in the
to
protect
you
As
you
said
in
the
grand scheme of things, just a handful
grand
scheme
of
things
just
a
handful
of them looking after thousands of of
of
them
looking
after
thousands
of
of
dangerous inmates in many cases.
dangerous
inmates
in
many
cases
Look, I think the wardens need to be
Look
I
think
the
wardens
need
to
be
more protected. There need to be more of
more
protected
There
need
to
be
more
of
them. Uh you know, they they prison life
them
Uh
you
know
they
they
prison
life
is very difficult for the wardens and
is
very
difficult
for
the
wardens
and
the prisoners.
the
prisoners
And you know, there's huge
And
you
know
there's
huge
responsibility on them. They have to
responsibility
on
them
They
have
to
deal with us on a daily basis and and
deal
with
us
on
a
daily
basis
and
and
and not everyone not everyone is nicely
and
not
everyone
not
everyone
is
nicely
educated. So, it's a it's a tough job
educated
So
it's
a
it's
a
tough
job
and I think they need to be more
and
I
think
they
need
to
be
more
protected.
protected
Yeah. Something else you were very open
Yeah
Something
else
you
were
very
open
about was the the drug use you saw. It
about
was
the
the
drug
use
you
saw
It
was prevalent in prisons. It was it was
was
prevalent
in
prisons
It
was
it
was
common place. Did that shock you?
common
place
Did
that
shock
you
I I didn't know. You pretty much could
I
I
didn't
know
You
pretty
much
could
get everything inside. talking about,
get
everything
inside
talking
about
you know, the drugs, talking about small
you
know
the
drugs
talking
about
small
phones, talking about, you know, food
phones
talking
about
you
know
food
and whatever you want. It even even even
and
whatever
you
want
It
even
even
even
a bit of bit of alcohol in on the
a
bit
of
bit
of
alcohol
in
on
the
weekends. Uh
weekends
Uh
so that shocked me. Uh you know, it
so
that
shocked
me
Uh
you
know
it
depends depends of your influence. It
depends
depends
of
your
influence
It
depends on your network on the outside.
depends
on
your
network
on
the
outside
And the most common drug inside was
And
the
most
common
drug
inside
was
called spice. I've never heard it
called
spice
I've
never
heard
it
before, but uh uh uh many prisoners are
before
but
uh
uh
uh
many
prisoners
are
are high on spice and you see them on
are
high
on
spice
and
you
see
them
on
the weekends
the
weekends
and then they form their own group. So
and
then
they
form
their
own
group
So
So I mean every everyone knows that once
So
I
mean
every
everyone
knows
that
once
you're inside, everyone know who's doing
you're
inside
everyone
know
who's
doing
what. It's just a lot of people choose
what
It's
just
a
lot
of
people
choose
to look away.
to
look
away
You stayed strong in there by keeping
You
stayed
strong
in
there
by
keeping
your head down and as you said finding
your
head
down
and
as
you
said
finding
allies in prison, men that you thought
allies
in
prison
men
that
you
thought
you would never in the real world as it
you
would
never
in
the
real
world
as
it
were form alliances with, dangerous men
were
form
alliances
with
dangerous
men
in many aspects. But you do talk about
in
many
aspects
But
you
do
talk
about
the mental health aspect of prison and
the
mental
health
aspect
of
prison
and
you talk about the fact that there are
you
talk
about
the
fact
that
there
are
eating disorders uh in prison. There is
eating
disorders
uh
in
prison
There
is
self harm. What did you learn about the
self
harm
What
did
you
learn
about
the
mental health aspect of a prisoner
mental
health
aspect
of
a
prisoner
inside?
inside
Look, if you're mentally not strong
Look
if
you're
mentally
not
strong
enough, you're not going to make it. So
enough
you're
not
going
to
make
it
So
you have to find ways to overcome you
you
have
to
find
ways
to
overcome
you
know anxiety your frustrations uh the
know
anxiety
your
frustrations
uh
the
loneliness the solitude at night um and
loneliness
the
solitude
at
night
um
and
and the length you know some of these
and
the
length
you
know
some
of
these
these longtimes as we call them you know
these
longtimes
as
we
call
them
you
know
10 or 15 years yes they've done their
10
or
15
years
yes
they've
done
their
crime they must serve their time but
crime
they
must
serve
their
time
but
it's it's I mean what do you do you know
it's
it's
I
mean
what
do
you
do
you
know
after so many years and there's another
after
so
many
years
and
there's
another
thing that people say that once you're a
thing
that
people
say
that
once
you're
a
certain amount of years inside they stay
certain
amount
of
years
inside
they
stay
8 to 10 uh prison never leaves you even
8
to
10
uh
prison
never
leaves
you
even
on the outside
on
the
outside
because uh you know life is brutal. Uh
because
uh
you
know
life
is
brutal
Uh
again you know we shouldn't be
again
you
know
we
shouldn't
be
complaining because we've done something
complaining
because
we've
done
something
wrong but then once once you're stuck
wrong
but
then
once
once
you're
stuck
inside there is there is not much you
inside
there
is
there
is
not
much
you
can do. So mentally you have to find
can
do
So
mentally
you
have
to
find
ways to occupy yourself. Mine was sport
ways
to
occupy
yourself
Mine
was
sport
and mine was stoicism. It's a
and
mine
was
stoicism
It's
a
philosophy. I was a student. I became a
philosophy
I
was
a
student
I
became
a
teacher that gave my my days a bit of
teacher
that
gave
my
my
days
a
bit
of
purpose and a bit of sense and a bit of
purpose
and
a
bit
of
sense
and
a
bit
of
income. you know, you you you earn about
income
you
know
you
you
you
earn
about
15 pounds a week and if you you know, if
15
pounds
a
week
and
if
you
you
know
if
you get another job or two, it's another
you
get
another
job
or
two
it's
another
one or two pounds a day
one
or
two
pounds
a
day
in order to buy some food and some stuff
in
order
to
buy
some
food
and
some
stuff
on you on you on the weekend, you know.
on
you
on
you
on
the
weekend
you
know
So, it's it's survival of the fittest,
So
it's
it's
survival
of
the
fittest
literally.
literally
As a foreign national, you ended up
As
a
foreign
national
you
ended
up
serving a majority of your time in a a
serving
a
majority
of
your
time
in
a
a
prison for foreign uh nationals in
prison
for
foreign
uh
nationals
in
Oxfordshire, HMP Hunter. you were given
Oxfordshire
HMP
Hunter
you
were
given
the option under the early release
the
option
under
the
early
release
scheme that had recently come in um to
scheme
that
had
recently
come
in
um
to
serve less time in prison if you agreed
serve
less
time
in
prison
if
you
agreed
to be deported. You jumped at the
to
be
deported
You
jumped
at
the
chance. And in your book, you talk about
chance
And
in
your
book
you
talk
about
discussions you have with other foreign
discussions
you
have
with
other
foreign
national inmates about why they too
national
inmates
about
why
they
too
wouldn't jump at the chance. What were
wouldn't
jump
at
the
chance
What
were
some of the the reasons they gave you?
some
of
the
the
reasons
they
gave
you
Because for you, this was a chance to
Because
for
you
this
was
a
chance
to
cut your prison sentence short, be
cut
your
prison
sentence
short
be
released, and be able to go to your home
released
and
be
able
to
go
to
your
home
country or another country.
country
or
another
country
Well, first of all, my home country is
Well
first
of
all
my
home
country
is
called Germany. It's not called
called
Germany
It's
not
called
Afghanistan, Syria, Pakistan, or Iran. I
Afghanistan
Syria
Pakistan
or
Iran
I
wouldn't want to go back there either.
wouldn't
want
to
go
back
there
either
And they said, I have my livelihood in
And
they
said
I
have
my
livelihood
in
the UK. I was born and raised here. I
the
UK
I
was
born
and
raised
here
I
have children. I have a life. I don't
have
children
I
have
a
life
I
don't
even speak the language of these
even
speak
the
language
of
these
countries. you know, my my barber for a
countries
you
know
my
my
barber
for
a
while, he was from Palestine and he
while
he
was
from
Palestine
and
he
said, "Boris, why would I want to go
said
Boris
why
would
I
want
to
go
back to Palestine?" You know, I'd be
back
to
Palestine
You
know
I'd
be
dead within the first week. So, that's
dead
within
the
first
week
So
that's
the reason they won't accept it because
the
reason
they
won't
accept
it
because
they would be dragged to the wrong
they
would
be
dragged
to
the
wrong
country. Germany, I got lucky.
country
Germany
I
got
lucky
The downside, of course, is that you're
The
downside
of
course
is
that
you're
now not allowed back into the UK, having
now
not
allowed
back
into
the
UK
having
been deported. Um, as you say, it's a a
been
deported
Um
as
you
say
it's
a
a
place you consider home, the UK, for
place
you
consider
home
the
UK
for
personal reasons and for professional.
personal
reasons
and
for
professional
Your reflections on that and how you're
Your
reflections
on
that
and
how
you're
working, I would imagine to be able to
working
I
would
imagine
to
be
able
to
return at some point.
return
at
some
point
I'd love to, you know, I love I love the
I'd
love
to
you
know
I
love
I
love
the
UK, in particular London. You know, two
UK
in
particular
London
You
know
two
of my children are born in London, so I
of
my
children
are
born
in
London
so
I
feel sort of as a as a Londoner. Um, you
feel
sort
of
as
a
as
a
Londoner
Um
you
know, the All England club, Wimbleton,
know
the
All
England
club
Wimbleton
is for me the best club in the world. uh
is
for
me
the
best
club
in
the
world
uh
uh and I've done so many things in that
uh
and
I've
done
so
many
things
in
that
club. So I'd love to come back into S
club
So
I'd
love
to
come
back
into
S
SW19 and as a as a guest as a friend
SW19
and
as
a
as
a
guest
as
a
friend
uh uh because it was such a long time a
uh
uh
because
it
was
such
a
long
time
a
part of my life and then you know
part
of
my
life
and
then
you
know
Wimbledon is so strongly connected with
Wimbledon
is
so
strongly
connected
with
with the with the rest of my life. We
with
the
with
the
rest
of
my
life
We
wouldn't be talking here if I wouldn't
wouldn't
be
talking
here
if
I
wouldn't
be a Wimbledon champion. So there I'm
be
a
Wimbledon
champion
So
there
I'm
I'm working closely with the Home
I'm
working
closely
with
the
Home
Office. I'm working closely with the
Office
I'm
working
closely
with
the
Ministry of Justice and they say your
Ministry
of
Justice
and
they
say
your
case is very complicated and unique and
case
is
very
complicated
and
unique
and
I go welcome to the club.
I
go
welcome
to
the
club
Well Boris Becker it's been a pleasure
Well
Boris
Becker
it's
been
a
pleasure
to talk to you and thank you so much for
to
talk
to
you
and
thank
you
so
much
for
talking to us about your memoir uh
talking
to
us
about
your
memoir
uh
inside. We really appreciate your time.
inside
We
really
appreciate
your
time
Thank you.
Thank
you
Thank you very much for having me.
Thank
you
very
much
for
having
me
Appreciate it.
Appreciate
it
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